We are not certain if BM is coming or not, neither she nor her attorney have confirmed.
Also, BM has had our phone number for almost four weeks and hasn't called her son at all.
I am trying not to post much here, because at the last appointment, I got the feeling that BM/her attorney are placing blame on ME. I have reason to believe that they are using me as an excuse, saying that I pushed BM out of Andrew's life.
As many of you who have read here for a long time already know, that could not be further from the truth. I could sit here for hours listing the ways we tried our very best to facilitate BM's relationship with Andrew for years, until finally she pulled her disappearing act. I never pushed her away; I simply stepped in when she stepped out. I filled the void that she left. Period.
Anyway, just in case her attorney googles me, I don't want to give them anything they can twist in BM's favor. The facts back up everything we have said and nothing BM has said. And I wish that they would remember that this is about ANDREW, not BM, not me. It's supposed to be about what's best for HIM. Not her. Not John. Not me.
So, what I'm asking is for prayers for Andrew. He is extremely anxious about tomorrow. No matter how many times we reassure him, he is just so worried and scared. So, if you can remember him in your prayers, and especially if you can remember tomorrow about 4pm EST to just send him good thoughts, prayers, vibes, etc......we would all be so grateful.
And thank you for all of the support and kindness you have shown us already.
